= tired =

i feel very tired these days... energyless... last nite i slpt quite early... and woke up rather late today... but i slpt the whole afternoon after breakfast... still having slight headache and dizziness... forced by my mum to drink some american ginseng powder... *yucks* i accidentally got a scratch on my arm... bumped my toes into the table leg... and i dunno wat happened to my left hand... the vein is swollen and feels painful... wat a silly girl? oh, and i got bitten by some unknown insect... very itchy and becoming more n more swollen... >_<

hm... its been 190 days le... feels so long... as though it is going to go on just like this... kinda reminded me of "hoshi no koe"...

disappointed

tired n weary.

sad.

kokorobosoi.

Communication breakdown

This sem, all of us started attachment but it dun seemed to be going well for all of us... the worst news came from alvin a few days ago... he enquired at the Swiss Embassy in sg whether he needs a work permit and they replied no need... however, he was asked to leave switzerland immediately (i.e. asap) cuz he does not have a work permit... nestle switzerland cant do anything and he booked a tic to be coming back soon... wat a disruption... if i were alvin, i wld be damn sian to work in nestle sg le... haiz, if the swiss nestle is interested in taking in an attachment student, shldnt they check carefully and inform the student beforehand? a supposedly fruitful and enjoyable trip turned out to be liddat... i jus think tat the sch and company are not really working hand in hand to help the students... *communication breakdown* yuxiang is packing beancurd in unicurd... cuz they are shorthanded... i really wonder wat he can write in his attachment report... indeed, we are there to work... but knowing tat we are there for attachment, they should at least make sure we are learning something? if we are doing mundane job, how to write report? at least i am better lar... just tat the pay for dec came so damn late...

:: dunno-how-to-describe mood::

geez, these few days my mood is like roller coaster again... suddenly very happy then suddenly very sad... haiz... especially after talking to sugi the whole day, seeing sugi so happily going btm to meet rain... *envious* i can only hug yuanyuan tightly at night and tell yuanyuan my feelings... :(